i want to be a kid. i want to not have to worry about other people. i want to be carefree. i want to not have to work 8 hour days. i want to have no need for money. i want to be back in France, without everyone in Stafford. i want to not have the tv, food, and the internet indispensable. i want my room to be clean. i want my laundry to do itself. i want to have the will power to study for my sat 2's and do my summer homework.

i want way too much.

when i remember france, i remember history, beauty, and fun. i remember that i forgot about everything that was bothering me. it was almost like i started over for two weeks because i did make new friends, and met new people. it was like nothing the stafford, or in the world mattered. we were in our own little bubble having the time of our lives. i miss that more than anything. i miss being carefree and laid back.


so anyway, molly and her new boyfriend kris stopped by tonight. my dad made a fire and we sat around. it was fun. we were going to make s'mores but we didn't have any marshmellows. molly showed me pictures from the wedding she was in and i showed her my france pictures. on wednesday, i'm going to boston with her and julia to see the red sox. heck yes!
oh! and i get to be a bridesmaid in my cousins wedding next april. with a hot pink dress.


who wants to hang out monday or tuesday?
PS-is anyone else really excited that weezer and the foo fighters are touring together?